Return My ReflectionI look in the mirrorAnd dont know who I seeThe person I stare atHe is not meI wash my eyesHoping to cleanse themTo open them to realityBut what I still seeIs a stranger and not me.Not that long agoI had myself cleaned upReady to accept the changes to comeOnly to have it all crash down on meI wish you were hereTo rid me of these vicesTo give me my reflection backTo help me return my happinessBut youre gone and left me hereI cant find what happenedI dont know the causeYet I look at the empty bottles in the trashAnd the tobacco stains on my teethIt forces me to ask myselfWhat the fuck have I become?This isnt what I amThis isnt who I amYet I spin down this spiralWith no direction to goYou're no longer around with your guiding lightThat light that kept me straightThe pages are starting to burnThe light is going outAs it dims, the more vices I gainWith no direction to goThe reflection in the mirror becomes even more of a s
CyclesSome people changeWhile others just remain the sameThen there are those like meThe ones that fuck themselves overTime and time againI repeat the same cyclesAlways fucking myself overChanging myself to make myself an idealAn ideal for the person closest to meAlways I change myself for the betterOnly to have them leave me behindAnd causing me to revert backBack to those vices that destroy meSo some days I wonderShould I even be alive?Or should I just make themFeel the same suffering that I do.
UnmovableA split between light and darkA torment of split emotionsA current of voices tearing me apartA pull in directions with no clue where I can goIm being torn apartRipped to shredsBusted and bruisedTrying to find the place I belongIts an inner struggleTo find where you want to goAnd what you wantAnd nether seem to be in sightI am trying my hardestI want to remove myselfFrom the cement that has driedAround these feet of mineIm being torn apartRipped to shredsBusted and bruisedTrying to find the place I belongIt isnt workingI seem trapped in placeNowhere to goWatching as time slips bySo I ponderWhat is to become of meAnd I knowShe wont return to help meIm being torn apartRipped to shredsBusted and bruisedTrying to find the place I belongIm being torn apartRipped to shredsBusted and bruisedTrying to find the place I belong
Go Back To BedI hear a marching. A marching of bodies to a rhythm, a rhythm of war drumsSo, I start to ask questions and I find no answers. All I hear is, Go back to bed America, your government is in control.Sitting in a bombed out houseI hear the jets scream overheadI watch as the government killers walkI ask a question to myselfHow did a nation fall so low?The button was pressed years beforeWhen the worlds nations rose ageist us.Tired of us never listingStanding up and making us learn.The wrongs and the genocide we committed.Yet we cant blame anyone elseWe in America had it comingWe were the bullies of the world onceNow we are just an anarchists dreamlandWhere chaos reigns daily.Survival is the dish we live forAs the government tries to salvage itselfFor its machine is slowly crumbling awayNow that it cant tell us that we can trust them.10,000 faces no more.So as I watch the marchingI clench my pistolHoping that I am not seenHoping that I don
FacelessFaceless, faceless, facelessThat is what we are to themFaceless, faceless, facelessMindless drones that just make their pockets grow.Standing atop a hillWatching the machine turnWondering why we have these dronesJust fight each other not questing why.Why cant any logical reason be givenTo why we continue to destroy each otherWhy when we have become master of technologyTurn around and use it to power boost the war machine?The only answer that is given is we are facelessFaceless before the power they controlFaceless to stand before themYet we have to make them realizeWe are not all faceless drones form them to use.So take what you haveRaise your voice, and raise your weaponThe time is before us nowThe time to show this corporate ran war machineThat we are tire of their fucking bullshitWE ARENT FACELESS DRONESWE ARENT TO BE CONTROLEDNOW LET US BE FREEAND LET US LIVE IN PEACE!!!WE ARENT FACELESS TOOLS FOR YOUR MACHINEWE WONT FIGHT FO